It really feels like I'm only updating this blog when in the bad mood. I don't know anymore — maybe it's only when I can speak my mind, think more clearly. I feel jaded, I don't feel like going outside, I don't feel like going anywhere. It feels like everyone around me is progressing, and I'm staying in a standstill, not being able to move. Maybe I'm just jealous? Even if I really am, I don't want people to know, I don't want myself to know. Maybe the restlessness is an effect, not the root cause why I feel like that. Preferably, I'd tug myself in a blanket and try to disappear or just sleep for hours on end. I'm just really pathetic. Let this one fact be a testament to how hopeless I feel. I've written initial update on the blog about a week ago, but it was very disorganized and felt more like whining than the actual strain of thought.
Nonetheless, I've been brainstorming how to effectively remake the content of this website, especially commands section. I might move it to the articles section or just plainly delete it. Maybe, I'll organize it in a different way — it's all up in the air. I had a great success with putting Qualcomm network card in my beloved Thinkpad X220 and I think the process would be interesting to write about. I might've written in the past, that the articles section would serve for longer entries, which could be edited and adjusted accordingly.
I've rewatched Serial Experiments Lain recently. I must say, years ago with my initial binge-watching I didn't really appreciate it. Years later, I can honestly say this series is one of a kind.
Ohh right, I'd like to reiterate I'm now on the Fediverse here: @acrid-vein@akko.wtf. You can add me anytime! I've been also preparing more adequate form of communication (you know, anything better than e-mail) and thinking about setting up a Gemini capsule. Time will tell if I'll successfully deliver on those things.
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