So, uhh, hello again! I'm alive and well. It's been quite a year for me. Plenty of emotions, plethora of events. I've been having ups and downs throughout the whole year, the most major ones since the last blog entry. It's been quite a toll on my physical and mental health. On the brighter side of things, I've come to the realization. I think I finally understand the spiritual side of myself. It's not like I've figured out how to fix myself fully, but I can say with a certain degree of conviction — I've found a singular piece of the puzzle. Let me elaborate a bit more about that.
It's going to be hard describe what I mean by this ominous “piece of the puzzle”. I've been searching for the meaning of life for... I guess my whole life. I've gotten rather cynical and apathetic along the way. The world around us is a giant mess and things seems to keep getting progressively worse. I'm talking mostly of the issues that I've observed: people radicalizing themselves, not respecting each other, becoming more polarized than ever before. The earth itself is a mess. How can there be any place for a positive thinking? How can we survive the pessimism overwhelming us whole? I think I've stated before that I tend to be pessimistic about everything and rationalized it. It's time to admit the wrong — it's a dooming and self-destructive way of thinking. Now I try to find the positive in everything. I found the way or rather rediscovered it.
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
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